Tomorrow needs to get here NOW...well Wednesday!

Tomorrow night the doc will start to induce me. I have to get a med that will start to soften me and then in the morning on Wednesday, they will start me on some meds that start with a P, cant remember what it is called. If all goes as planned, then the meds will work, and Mr. Bradyn will be here healthy on September 2!!!

Today, they put me on the fetal monitor like usual, and the nurse came in and said that there was a dip in the heart rate, but that it went back up, but that they were leaving me on the monitor to make sure. Ofcourse, that scared me, and she didnt come back forever...then the doc came and he said he saw the dip but that since then everything looked great. That still makes me nervous...any moms out there know if this is normal? The doc took me off the monitor, so I am assuming everything was normal. Just scares me...I mean we have gotten this far, I dont want anything wrong to happen.

YEsterday, a lady across the hall was having a baby. She was screaming so loud it scared me soooooooo much! I mean she was really screaming....like she was being murdered or something. I was kinda embarassed for her....I am scared now that I am going to scream like that and make a full of myself. I do plan on getting an epidrual, so I am hoping that it helps out a lot. I am scared for labor because I am scared something is going to happen to me! I know I worry too much, but I feel like this is all so sureal! I have waited for this day all my life! I cant wait to hold my baby boy in my arms. Bob is pretty nervous too...I dont blame him. He has been so awesome through this whole process...he is the best husband ever...he has been through so much!!!!

Please pray all goes well with delivery! I thank you all for being there for us through these last nine months! We cant wait to share our blessing with you!

Pre-Eclampsia...UHHHH!

So, it is day 4 in the hospital! I have never had to stay in a hospital before and I find it rather strange! For one, I hate the gown. It is gross, and I just want to wear my own clothes! The other thing is the food is really not all that good! They keep calling me for my order too, and I am like, uhh it is 4...I eat dinner around 6. Plus I feel soooo weird in here. However, the nurses are all really nice, and one of them, Julie, reminds us of Bob's Aunt Kim. Julie is the nicest nurse. The first night she watched Big Brother with us and we talked about all the people. Then last night, it was on, so she actually stayed in here the whole time, and we talked about the show and about her family and where she was from and all. I was sad when I found out she wouldnt be working tuesday or Wednesday night, but that I know I will be here next Thursday, so she will atleast be there if I have to have a C-section then, and she can be our nurse then too!!! I told her all my worries...how I am scared for myself and all because of all that I have been through, and she explained that I am in good care and that many people have this and stuff. She made me feel a lot better.

So since I have been in here, my bloos pressure has been under control! I mean awesome! So I am a little upset I am here. Today the doc came in and told me the reason is is because Pre-eclampsia can take a turn for the worst out of nowhere! So, he wants me here to be safe. It is frustrating, but on the other hand, I am being monitored and if I do go into labor on my own before Tuesday I am here, and they are ready. They listen to Bradyn every 8 hours and they take my blood pressure every 4 hours! So I am being watched and that is good.

5 days until they induce....6 days until Bradyn arrives. September 2 hurry and come! Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers...Bradyn is truly blessed!

In the Hospital

Yesterday I had my 36 week check up. My blood pressure was 180/90, and then it was 161/88. So the doc made me check into the hospital so they could monitor me, and make sure I dont have pre-eclampsia. They took blood work, and it all came back normal, so they are waiting for the 24 urine test to come back. I dont finish that until 3:15 today, so we are hoping they can get the results back by this evening. If that comes back good, and my blood pressure is down, then I can go home, otherwise, I am here until I deliver! This morning, my blood pressure was 128/66, which is awesome. The doc said though that I had one bad reading last night, so he is a little concerned. He doesnt want to send me home and then something bad happen. I guess it is better to be safe... I mean I have made it this far. From the sounds of it, Bradyn will be delivered within the week. I am a little nervous as I know that boys arent as strong, so I want to make sure his lungs are developed and he will be able to breath on his own. I will be 37 weeks this weekend! So that is full term! They arent sure if I will be able to deliver naturally because he is still high and the doc said it might be hard to induce...so a C-section might still happen. At this point, I just want him here healthy and me healthy too!

I want to thank all of you for the thoughts and prayers...they mean the world to bob and I. Please continue to pray for a healthy delivery and that my blood pressure can be under control!

Friends are GREAT!

Since I cannot go back to work until after Bradyn is born, I lovely friend from school, Mrs. Debra Fillingim threw me a baby shower at her house yesterday. Also, my awesome friend Tammy came out with all the baby shower games...eating baby food and smelling diapers were certainly part of them. Actually, the Pears baby food was really good...the others...yeah not so much! Debra was such a wonderful host, and I thank her so much for opening up her gorgeous house and having a baby shower for me. Her cupcakes were awesome, and she even packed a bunch for me to take home to Bob...who was in heaven once I arrived with them. They was a carrot cake type, and one with raisons and apples...and the frosting was delicious as well. Bob loved them. Bradyn got plenty of more clothes, and blankets. Tammy got him a Ralph Lauren onsie that is sooo adorable!! Some other outfits are big, so it is nice to have the variety...ofcourse, those of you who know me, know how poor Bradyn is going to have to wear all these different clothes throughout the day! When I babysat my nephew, I would change him in all different outfits!!

Debra and Tammy...I thank you soooooo very much for the wonderful shower. I feel so blessed to have you in my life, and I thank you for all the thoughts and prayers and encouragement you both have provided through this experience. Bob and I are forever greatful for you both, and are very blessed!

Baby Shower and Dr. Visit

This past weekend our mom's had a baby shower for us at Amici's Italian Restaurant. I cant thank the moms enough for such a wonderful shower. Many of my relatives made the trip from up north, which was awesome. I havent seen my cousin in a while and she came down...she is due with her first in Jan!!! She finds out in 2 weeks what she is having. We got such awesome gifts...we feel like we are ready for this little blessing to arrive healthy now. Bob really wanted the BOB Revolution stroller, so that was his gift from his parents. He loves this stroller...he runs a lot, so it was the one thing he wanted. He set it up as soon as it came. It was so cute and funny. We also got the Chicco Stroller and Infant seat that I wanted. Bob also set up the swing...which Kona was very excited for. It has lambs on it. While Bob was setting it up, he placed the little lambs on the side. Kona took the first opportunity to snatch the blue one ( which looks just like his blue one, but smaller). He was so sad when we took it away from him. He goes up the swing now and just stares at it. It is pretty funny. We bought him some toys today so we can give them to him when we bring new items home for Bradyn. So, now that the baby shower is over, we have been taken over with baby supplies. We need a new home! It needs to be bigger, and Bradyn isnt even here yet! We are so very thankful for all the family and friends that made it to the shower. Thank you for all the wonderful gifts and for spending time with us. We love you all, and cant wait to share our pride and joy, our little blessing with you all!

I had my 35 week check up today. I had another NST because of my high blood pressure. Bradyn sounds healthy! One thing I love about the NST is I get to feel him kick for 20 minutes. every time they put the machine on me, he kicks like crazy. It is sooo funny. Bob was there and he loves hearing the machine make the noise when Bradyn kicks. Bob is going to be such an awesome dad...I cant wait to see him hold his little blessing! The doc started my cervix check this week as well. He said I am still closed, but that I am starting to soften. I am thinking that is ok??? He said everything looked good. My blood pressure was 148/88, which is a little high, but he said for my condition it was somewhat normal. So, I go back on Friday for another NST. As of now, Bradyn will probably make his healthy arrival sometime the first week of September. WOW, that means two weeks from now! I cant wait to kiss my little man and hold him close to me. I am not going to lie...I am scared of labor and scared of what could happen to me...just with all that has already happened with me...so, please continue to keep us in your prayers...we cant thank you enough for all the thoughts and prayers!

My house smells good!

I love to clean...I know...I know...It's my OCD!!! But really, I love to clean and organize and I just love it after I am finished and my house smells so yummy! Well since February, I have not been allowed to do any of that! My awesome husband has done a wonderful job, and I love him to death for it. My mom also has helped out, and it has been nice not to worry about it! However, there are some things I do, that I just have to do because of the whole OCD thing...like clean the baseboards, the lamp shades, pictures on the wall...the cabinets, move things to get under them....I know, I go overbard...but I just have to! Anyways...with company coming this weekend for our baby shower, we wanted to make sure the house was cleaned. So my mom came over on Tuesday and organized and then a cleaning lady came over yesterday. Yes a cleaning lady. Now I am not one to actually want this, but it was nice to know it was getting cleaned and done nicely without having to have Bob take off of work or my mom take off of work. It smells yummy in my house now, and I feel better knowing that things are vacummed and dusted and such. My mom cleaned all my lamps and lights the other night too! I cant wait for Bradyn to be here healthy, and then I can clean again.... the only thing at the moment that needs some work is my closet...yes that whole thing will be taken a part during my maturnity leave!!! We are looking into getting a company to come in and put up the closet organizer so we can have it better organized...houses here in Florida dont have much storage....I miss a basement! We need a bigger house just for storage!! Anyways...thanks Mom for getting our house cleaned!!! We greatly appreciate everything you have done for us, and we love you very much!!! Cant wait to bring Bradyn home to his clean house filled with love!!!!

God is Great!

Yesterday, we had our 34 week check-up. I now get a NST twice a week due to my high blood pressure. They want to make sure Bradyn is doing good and that I dont get preeclamsia. Bradyn was great yesterday!!! I had no contractions, and my blood pressure was actually lower! So, the doctor will be on vacation September 4 - 7...so if I were to go into labor then, someone else would be delivering. So, he is considering inducing before he goes. So, that would mean the first week of September! WOW! I will be 38 weeks then, so things should be good with him. The week before I have an ultrasound, so they can see his weight and how he is doing. We were also told that if I were to go into labor now, they wouldnt stop it!! That was like a weight lifted off my shoulders. With all we have gone through, I feel like God has been right by us, getting us through these obstacles. I have learned so much through this experience, and I know that is baby is very blessed and will be VERY loved!

God has blessed me with such a great family and great friends...we definately couldnt have gotten through this without them! God has also blessed me with the best husband! He has truly been the best husband through all of this. Not only did he have to continue to work full-time....actually overtime...he has kept the house cleaned ( to his terms...haha), cooked me dinner, made sure I was comfortable, created an awesome nursery, and has loved me unconditionally....and ofcourse loved his son to be!!! He is very excited to be a dad, and I know he is going to be an awesome dad...even though he thinks Bradyn can have legos now....a dad can play too!!!

Thank you God for blessing me with all these people and miracles...I am forever greatful! I pray for 3 weeks of healthy pregnancy and a healthy delivery!

Chunky Monkey!!

Today we had our 34 week ultrasound. Bradyn is now 5 pounds 9 ounces. He is a whole week and one day ahead of schedule. This is awesome news because with my bleeding and high blood pressure, they worry about his growth. God is awesome!!! Also, the fact that he has gained over 2 pounds in 4 weeks and I haven't gained anything is a another big plus!!! The doctor said he looks very healthy and he is very active which is good. We also found out he is NOT breech anymore. This has me very happy because I was pretty scared of a C-Section. This doesnt mean I wont have one, but it means I wont have a scheduled one as of now. Bradyn is still shy, and wouldnt show his face....but we did see that he has hair on his head. The color can go either way....Bob is a blond, but my brother and sister are blonds...soooo, he could have blond hair!!! My dad and I have really dark hair, so we will see! I just cant wait for him to get here healthy....I feel like all my dreams are coming true...I married my best friend, I am teacher which I love, and now I am having a baby and starting a family. Everything I have prayed for!!!!!

Praying for 4 weeks of healthy pregnancy and low blood pressure!!!! Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers!!! We greatly appreciate it!!!!

5 Weeks....say what???

So today I had my 33 week check-up. I now go once a week to get a NST, which is a Non Stress Test. Because I had bleeding and I have high blood pressure, they check to make sure Bradyn's heart rate is healthy and he isnt under stress. Today, he sounded awesome and was punching the machine as usual. I love when he does that...it is like he is saying...listen I am in here, I am growing and my heart is pumping...now leave me alone so I can sleep!!! My blood pressure ofcourse was up again, so the doc said I need to really watch it. It usually goes down while I am there, so that is a good thing. I am on meds, and instead of uping the meds, he said if it goes up, and stays up, he will deliver! Which right now is early, however, I do feel a little safe in knowing that he is only4 weeks off of being full term, and the doc said that he sounds very healthy. So, I will do what I can to keep the blood pressure low.

Now, since I have high blood pressure, he will not let me go any further than 38 weeks, which means that Bradyn will makes his healthy debut the first week of September. Now, if any of you remember, my brothers birthday is September 2. So, Uncle Joe Joe might have to share his big day...which honestly...I think he will be honored...even though he teases about it! So, we are now down to 5 weeks!!! I cant wait to hold my healthy baby boy in my arms and just give him kisses! He has been breech, and we find out this week if he has turned. If not, then they will scedule a C-Section, otherwise I will be induced. So, we are praying for a healthy 5 weeks of pregnancy and a healthy delivery!

Here is a sneak peak at Bradyn's room!!!! Bob has done such an awesome job!

Birthing Class

Today we had our birthing class. I am glad we went because it helped Bob prepare for what is going to happen during labor. Our instructor is an older nurse who was kinda funny. Every time she would talk about the baby coming out, or getting ready to push, she would grab herself. She would also use the husbands to help show how to do different stretches and different laboring techniques...it was funny. We then had to watch a video, and Bob pretty much was grossed out...so I better have someone ready to take his place when he passes out!!!! Blood and him dont mix to well! I think he will be ok...I mean this is the day we have waited for now over 3 years!!!

I didn't want to have an epidural because of all my complications. But after today, I think I want one!!! I can manage pain pretty well, but the lady has me a little scared. My mom had all three of us without any meds, so I was like if she can do it, I can do it. But I guess we will see. With my high blood pressure and all, it might be better to have an epidural so that I am not as stressed.

We were at the hospital all day for the class, and then at the end, she gav eus a tour of labor and delivery. I have already seen it because I had to go there for an IV at 24 weeks, but Bob was out of town then, so he was excited to see it. We also go to see where the C-sections take place, and since Bradyn is breech, well that is a possibility too...we will find out this week on Thursday if he has changed positions. Hopefully he has!

So this past week, I have had a headache! I dont know if it is because the doc asked me about it when he realized that my blood pressure was raised or if I really do have one, and it is normal. It is kinda behind my eyes, and it comes and goes, but it has been here everyday. I am scared because of my blood pressure, and I am trying everything to get it down!!!! I just pray on MOnday when I go to the doc, it is down! I ate cucumbers last night, and I hate cucumbers, but I read that it does help bring down blood pressure, so I will do ANYTHING!!!

Praying for 7 weeks of healthy pregnancy and low blood pressure!