3 Months Old

Yes, it has been a while. Sorry guys. I started a blog that is just about Bradyn and I update it everyday, which left this one slacking. It is set to private because there are a ton of pics and such. If you want to join, send me your email address and i will send an invite!

Well, Brady will be 3 months old on Wednesday. He is getting so big. At his last appointment, he weighed in at 10 pounds, 13 ounces and 23 inches long. He started to really open his hands and grab on to toys this past week. He smiles all the time, and really recognizes mommy and daddy. It is so much fun being a mommy. I worry a lot though about him, which I am assuming is normal. He breathes funny and I freak out...if he doesnt eat all of his bottle I freak out! I am learning to adjust and realize that some of these things are normal. Sometimes he hates being cradled, and it makes me scared becuause in my mind, babies should like to be held in the cradle position. So, I do a lot of worrying!

He sleeps through the night now. He is still in our room in the cradle, but that is because we need a fan in the other room, and well daddy just hasnt put it up yet. I am ok with that, I like B right by me. We decided I would not be going back to work, so I am officially a stay at home mommy. I need to get my blood pressure under control so that I am healthy. I think if I put my mind to it, I can loose weight and be healthy. I am already under what I was before I got pregnant, but I was that a week after giving birth!!!

Well, I will post some pics and try to keep up with this better. I hope you all had a wonderful thanksgiving and have a great Christmas!

God Bless :)

Two weeks old!

Wow, our little guy is already 2 weeks old!!! I cant believe it...it feels like I was pregnant for 10 years, and now he is here and is already 2 weeks old. He is getting bigger...our last appointment was last Friday and he was 7 pounds 4 ounces! He eats about every 2 -3 hours. During the night, Bob and I take shifts, and it works out really well. Bob is an awesome dad. He is so caring and loving towards Bradyn. It is so cute to watch him with his son! He is definately one proud daddy! Bob had to go back to work yesterday...but he came home early! I love being a mommy, and I feel like God has answered my prayers! I am so blessed with a beautiful, healthy, baby boy and loving and caring husband...I couldnt ask for more! Thank you God for this wonderful blessing!

Side note: Bradyn was born with shorter clavicles. We are thinking it is a disorder that is in the family, and really, it isnt all that bad! It deals with the clavicles, teeth, and soft spot. There is nothing physical or mentally disabling, so that is a good thing. We are going to a genetics doctor though so they can verify that is what it is. Bob and my brother both took a while for their soft spot on their head to close. On Thursday, Brady is getting an ultrasound on his hips and head. His hips because bob had an issue when he was younger and they want to make sure Bradyn is ok, so they can stop it early if not. His head has a larger soft spot, so I think they are just looking at that. Please pray all is ok! God is great and he has blessed us!

Bradyn Eli Rutherford

Well, Bradyn Eli Rutherford was born at 10:02pm on September 2. So, they started me the night before and I was 1cm dialated. I had contractions and back labor all through the night, and then in the morning, I was 4cm dialted. I was given some meds for pain around 11 pm. So they had the epiderul put in, and it only worked on one side. So, my blood pressure started to rise so I was put on Magnesium, they made me take my 200 mg of labatal, and they also injected me with some as well. So then the epideral guy came back to fix the problem, and also injected me with some other type of pain killer that worked ASAP, and it made me fall asleep. I was 5cm at this point, they broke my water and it was noon. All of the sudden I am woken up, they put the bed back, take it away from the wall and I have oxygen on me, and Brady's heart rate was dropping. So, I had to take deep breaths, and I could barely breath! There were a ton of people in the room, and I was like what the heck is going on. Bob was white. My blood pressure was 50/30! So they turned off everything! The doc came in and said bring her family in here and we can get her BP to rise, which they did. Baby was ok, and my BP went up. I never had to have magnesium again, but since they turned off my epideral, I started to feel the worst pain EVER!!! They turned it back on, and again, I felt everything. So he had to come back and do it all over again....this time it worked and I was soooooooo happy. I was actually in tears before and begging for a C-section, it was 6pm at this point and I couldnt even keep my eyes open and was very weak. Since the epidural worked, they checked me and I was 7cm, and they let me have some water. Then all of the sudden, BP dropped again, but this time, the gave me a sponge bath, and the nurse went and got my mom, who came in and was helping me get warm, and holding the oxygen...Bradyn stayed strong, I just was freezing. they got it under control, and then I was fine. They broght the rest of the family in, and it brought it up...they had me sit straight up so that Bradyn would drop. Around 8:45pm I was fully dialted and I began to push. He was born at 10:02pm with the cord around his neck and not breathing....I just started to cry and then of course pray!!! As soon as I heard his cry, I was very excited!!! Bob stayed with him and the nurses, and the doc attended to me and the placenta, which came out within 10 minutes. He then had to sow me up...I have a 2nd degree tear! Its ok and well worth it. However I have some mad hemroids that are causing some major pain!!! I didnt get to hold my little guy for an hour, but when I did, I had to bottle feed him because I am still on some meds for the blood pressure! They had to help me hold him...I was sooo weak I couldnt even move! My brother, went out and got me McDonalds right away, and then everyone was allowed in! They had to help me eat as I couldnt even do that. I am such a loser! I fell asleep while family was in here! Bradyn had to stay with the nurses tonight, but Bob keeps checking on him! He weight 6 pounds 13 ounces and was 18 1/2 inches long. He is like me...poor Bob, Brady has all my features...but I am sure he will change! Now it is 4:30 am, and they had me up to try and pee, which I couldnt, so they helped me get a little cleaned up, and brought me a new bed. Bob is out cold! Anyways, that is the story of birth, and now I am so excited for tomorrow so I can actually hold him and get some pics with him. I was sooo exhausted and out of it, I couldnt even hold him for that long. I fed him a bottle, which he ate soooo fast, and tomorrow they will help me with breastfeeding depending on my BP. Daddy got a lot of practice holding him and loving on him...he is going to be an awesome dad!!!

Tomorrow needs to get here NOW...well Wednesday!

Tomorrow night the doc will start to induce me. I have to get a med that will start to soften me and then in the morning on Wednesday, they will start me on some meds that start with a P, cant remember what it is called. If all goes as planned, then the meds will work, and Mr. Bradyn will be here healthy on September 2!!!

Today, they put me on the fetal monitor like usual, and the nurse came in and said that there was a dip in the heart rate, but that it went back up, but that they were leaving me on the monitor to make sure. Ofcourse, that scared me, and she didnt come back forever...then the doc came and he said he saw the dip but that since then everything looked great. That still makes me nervous...any moms out there know if this is normal? The doc took me off the monitor, so I am assuming everything was normal. Just scares me...I mean we have gotten this far, I dont want anything wrong to happen.

YEsterday, a lady across the hall was having a baby. She was screaming so loud it scared me soooooooo much! I mean she was really screaming....like she was being murdered or something. I was kinda embarassed for her....I am scared now that I am going to scream like that and make a full of myself. I do plan on getting an epidrual, so I am hoping that it helps out a lot. I am scared for labor because I am scared something is going to happen to me! I know I worry too much, but I feel like this is all so sureal! I have waited for this day all my life! I cant wait to hold my baby boy in my arms. Bob is pretty nervous too...I dont blame him. He has been so awesome through this whole process...he is the best husband ever...he has been through so much!!!!

Please pray all goes well with delivery! I thank you all for being there for us through these last nine months! We cant wait to share our blessing with you!

Pre-Eclampsia...UHHHH!

So, it is day 4 in the hospital! I have never had to stay in a hospital before and I find it rather strange! For one, I hate the gown. It is gross, and I just want to wear my own clothes! The other thing is the food is really not all that good! They keep calling me for my order too, and I am like, uhh it is 4...I eat dinner around 6. Plus I feel soooo weird in here. However, the nurses are all really nice, and one of them, Julie, reminds us of Bob's Aunt Kim. Julie is the nicest nurse. The first night she watched Big Brother with us and we talked about all the people. Then last night, it was on, so she actually stayed in here the whole time, and we talked about the show and about her family and where she was from and all. I was sad when I found out she wouldnt be working tuesday or Wednesday night, but that I know I will be here next Thursday, so she will atleast be there if I have to have a C-section then, and she can be our nurse then too!!! I told her all my worries...how I am scared for myself and all because of all that I have been through, and she explained that I am in good care and that many people have this and stuff. She made me feel a lot better.

So since I have been in here, my bloos pressure has been under control! I mean awesome! So I am a little upset I am here. Today the doc came in and told me the reason is is because Pre-eclampsia can take a turn for the worst out of nowhere! So, he wants me here to be safe. It is frustrating, but on the other hand, I am being monitored and if I do go into labor on my own before Tuesday I am here, and they are ready. They listen to Bradyn every 8 hours and they take my blood pressure every 4 hours! So I am being watched and that is good.

5 days until they induce....6 days until Bradyn arrives. September 2 hurry and come! Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers...Bradyn is truly blessed!

In the Hospital

Yesterday I had my 36 week check up. My blood pressure was 180/90, and then it was 161/88. So the doc made me check into the hospital so they could monitor me, and make sure I dont have pre-eclampsia. They took blood work, and it all came back normal, so they are waiting for the 24 urine test to come back. I dont finish that until 3:15 today, so we are hoping they can get the results back by this evening. If that comes back good, and my blood pressure is down, then I can go home, otherwise, I am here until I deliver! This morning, my blood pressure was 128/66, which is awesome. The doc said though that I had one bad reading last night, so he is a little concerned. He doesnt want to send me home and then something bad happen. I guess it is better to be safe... I mean I have made it this far. From the sounds of it, Bradyn will be delivered within the week. I am a little nervous as I know that boys arent as strong, so I want to make sure his lungs are developed and he will be able to breath on his own. I will be 37 weeks this weekend! So that is full term! They arent sure if I will be able to deliver naturally because he is still high and the doc said it might be hard to induce...so a C-section might still happen. At this point, I just want him here healthy and me healthy too!

I want to thank all of you for the thoughts and prayers...they mean the world to bob and I. Please continue to pray for a healthy delivery and that my blood pressure can be under control!

Friends are GREAT!

Since I cannot go back to work until after Bradyn is born, I lovely friend from school, Mrs. Debra Fillingim threw me a baby shower at her house yesterday. Also, my awesome friend Tammy came out with all the baby shower games...eating baby food and smelling diapers were certainly part of them. Actually, the Pears baby food was really good...the others...yeah not so much! Debra was such a wonderful host, and I thank her so much for opening up her gorgeous house and having a baby shower for me. Her cupcakes were awesome, and she even packed a bunch for me to take home to Bob...who was in heaven once I arrived with them. They was a carrot cake type, and one with raisons and apples...and the frosting was delicious as well. Bob loved them. Bradyn got plenty of more clothes, and blankets. Tammy got him a Ralph Lauren onsie that is sooo adorable!! Some other outfits are big, so it is nice to have the variety...ofcourse, those of you who know me, know how poor Bradyn is going to have to wear all these different clothes throughout the day! When I babysat my nephew, I would change him in all different outfits!!

Debra and Tammy...I thank you soooooo very much for the wonderful shower. I feel so blessed to have you in my life, and I thank you for all the thoughts and prayers and encouragement you both have provided through this experience. Bob and I are forever greatful for you both, and are very blessed!

Baby Shower and Dr. Visit

This past weekend our mom's had a baby shower for us at Amici's Italian Restaurant. I cant thank the moms enough for such a wonderful shower. Many of my relatives made the trip from up north, which was awesome. I havent seen my cousin in a while and she came down...she is due with her first in Jan!!! She finds out in 2 weeks what she is having. We got such awesome gifts...we feel like we are ready for this little blessing to arrive healthy now. Bob really wanted the BOB Revolution stroller, so that was his gift from his parents. He loves this stroller...he runs a lot, so it was the one thing he wanted. He set it up as soon as it came. It was so cute and funny. We also got the Chicco Stroller and Infant seat that I wanted. Bob also set up the swing...which Kona was very excited for. It has lambs on it. While Bob was setting it up, he placed the little lambs on the side. Kona took the first opportunity to snatch the blue one ( which looks just like his blue one, but smaller). He was so sad when we took it away from him. He goes up the swing now and just stares at it. It is pretty funny. We bought him some toys today so we can give them to him when we bring new items home for Bradyn. So, now that the baby shower is over, we have been taken over with baby supplies. We need a new home! It needs to be bigger, and Bradyn isnt even here yet! We are so very thankful for all the family and friends that made it to the shower. Thank you for all the wonderful gifts and for spending time with us. We love you all, and cant wait to share our pride and joy, our little blessing with you all!

I had my 35 week check up today. I had another NST because of my high blood pressure. Bradyn sounds healthy! One thing I love about the NST is I get to feel him kick for 20 minutes. every time they put the machine on me, he kicks like crazy. It is sooo funny. Bob was there and he loves hearing the machine make the noise when Bradyn kicks. Bob is going to be such an awesome dad...I cant wait to see him hold his little blessing! The doc started my cervix check this week as well. He said I am still closed, but that I am starting to soften. I am thinking that is ok??? He said everything looked good. My blood pressure was 148/88, which is a little high, but he said for my condition it was somewhat normal. So, I go back on Friday for another NST. As of now, Bradyn will probably make his healthy arrival sometime the first week of September. WOW, that means two weeks from now! I cant wait to kiss my little man and hold him close to me. I am not going to lie...I am scared of labor and scared of what could happen to me...just with all that has already happened with me...so, please continue to keep us in your prayers...we cant thank you enough for all the thoughts and prayers!

My house smells good!

I love to clean...I know...I know...It's my OCD!!! But really, I love to clean and organize and I just love it after I am finished and my house smells so yummy! Well since February, I have not been allowed to do any of that! My awesome husband has done a wonderful job, and I love him to death for it. My mom also has helped out, and it has been nice not to worry about it! However, there are some things I do, that I just have to do because of the whole OCD thing...like clean the baseboards, the lamp shades, pictures on the wall...the cabinets, move things to get under them....I know, I go overbard...but I just have to! Anyways...with company coming this weekend for our baby shower, we wanted to make sure the house was cleaned. So my mom came over on Tuesday and organized and then a cleaning lady came over yesterday. Yes a cleaning lady. Now I am not one to actually want this, but it was nice to know it was getting cleaned and done nicely without having to have Bob take off of work or my mom take off of work. It smells yummy in my house now, and I feel better knowing that things are vacummed and dusted and such. My mom cleaned all my lamps and lights the other night too! I cant wait for Bradyn to be here healthy, and then I can clean again.... the only thing at the moment that needs some work is my closet...yes that whole thing will be taken a part during my maturnity leave!!! We are looking into getting a company to come in and put up the closet organizer so we can have it better organized...houses here in Florida dont have much storage....I miss a basement! We need a bigger house just for storage!! Anyways...thanks Mom for getting our house cleaned!!! We greatly appreciate everything you have done for us, and we love you very much!!! Cant wait to bring Bradyn home to his clean house filled with love!!!!

God is Great!

Yesterday, we had our 34 week check-up. I now get a NST twice a week due to my high blood pressure. They want to make sure Bradyn is doing good and that I dont get preeclamsia. Bradyn was great yesterday!!! I had no contractions, and my blood pressure was actually lower! So, the doctor will be on vacation September 4 - 7...so if I were to go into labor then, someone else would be delivering. So, he is considering inducing before he goes. So, that would mean the first week of September! WOW! I will be 38 weeks then, so things should be good with him. The week before I have an ultrasound, so they can see his weight and how he is doing. We were also told that if I were to go into labor now, they wouldnt stop it!! That was like a weight lifted off my shoulders. With all we have gone through, I feel like God has been right by us, getting us through these obstacles. I have learned so much through this experience, and I know that is baby is very blessed and will be VERY loved!

God has blessed me with such a great family and great friends...we definately couldnt have gotten through this without them! God has also blessed me with the best husband! He has truly been the best husband through all of this. Not only did he have to continue to work full-time....actually overtime...he has kept the house cleaned ( to his terms...haha), cooked me dinner, made sure I was comfortable, created an awesome nursery, and has loved me unconditionally....and ofcourse loved his son to be!!! He is very excited to be a dad, and I know he is going to be an awesome dad...even though he thinks Bradyn can have legos now....a dad can play too!!!

Thank you God for blessing me with all these people and miracles...I am forever greatful! I pray for 3 weeks of healthy pregnancy and a healthy delivery!

Chunky Monkey!!

Today we had our 34 week ultrasound. Bradyn is now 5 pounds 9 ounces. He is a whole week and one day ahead of schedule. This is awesome news because with my bleeding and high blood pressure, they worry about his growth. God is awesome!!! Also, the fact that he has gained over 2 pounds in 4 weeks and I haven't gained anything is a another big plus!!! The doctor said he looks very healthy and he is very active which is good. We also found out he is NOT breech anymore. This has me very happy because I was pretty scared of a C-Section. This doesnt mean I wont have one, but it means I wont have a scheduled one as of now. Bradyn is still shy, and wouldnt show his face....but we did see that he has hair on his head. The color can go either way....Bob is a blond, but my brother and sister are blonds...soooo, he could have blond hair!!! My dad and I have really dark hair, so we will see! I just cant wait for him to get here healthy....I feel like all my dreams are coming true...I married my best friend, I am teacher which I love, and now I am having a baby and starting a family. Everything I have prayed for!!!!!

Praying for 4 weeks of healthy pregnancy and low blood pressure!!!! Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers!!! We greatly appreciate it!!!!

5 Weeks....say what???

So today I had my 33 week check-up. I now go once a week to get a NST, which is a Non Stress Test. Because I had bleeding and I have high blood pressure, they check to make sure Bradyn's heart rate is healthy and he isnt under stress. Today, he sounded awesome and was punching the machine as usual. I love when he does that...it is like he is saying...listen I am in here, I am growing and my heart is pumping...now leave me alone so I can sleep!!! My blood pressure ofcourse was up again, so the doc said I need to really watch it. It usually goes down while I am there, so that is a good thing. I am on meds, and instead of uping the meds, he said if it goes up, and stays up, he will deliver! Which right now is early, however, I do feel a little safe in knowing that he is only4 weeks off of being full term, and the doc said that he sounds very healthy. So, I will do what I can to keep the blood pressure low.

Now, since I have high blood pressure, he will not let me go any further than 38 weeks, which means that Bradyn will makes his healthy debut the first week of September. Now, if any of you remember, my brothers birthday is September 2. So, Uncle Joe Joe might have to share his big day...which honestly...I think he will be honored...even though he teases about it! So, we are now down to 5 weeks!!! I cant wait to hold my healthy baby boy in my arms and just give him kisses! He has been breech, and we find out this week if he has turned. If not, then they will scedule a C-Section, otherwise I will be induced. So, we are praying for a healthy 5 weeks of pregnancy and a healthy delivery!

Here is a sneak peak at Bradyn's room!!!! Bob has done such an awesome job!

Birthing Class

Today we had our birthing class. I am glad we went because it helped Bob prepare for what is going to happen during labor. Our instructor is an older nurse who was kinda funny. Every time she would talk about the baby coming out, or getting ready to push, she would grab herself. She would also use the husbands to help show how to do different stretches and different laboring techniques...it was funny. We then had to watch a video, and Bob pretty much was grossed out...so I better have someone ready to take his place when he passes out!!!! Blood and him dont mix to well! I think he will be ok...I mean this is the day we have waited for now over 3 years!!!

I didn't want to have an epidural because of all my complications. But after today, I think I want one!!! I can manage pain pretty well, but the lady has me a little scared. My mom had all three of us without any meds, so I was like if she can do it, I can do it. But I guess we will see. With my high blood pressure and all, it might be better to have an epidural so that I am not as stressed.

We were at the hospital all day for the class, and then at the end, she gav eus a tour of labor and delivery. I have already seen it because I had to go there for an IV at 24 weeks, but Bob was out of town then, so he was excited to see it. We also go to see where the C-sections take place, and since Bradyn is breech, well that is a possibility too...we will find out this week on Thursday if he has changed positions. Hopefully he has!

So this past week, I have had a headache! I dont know if it is because the doc asked me about it when he realized that my blood pressure was raised or if I really do have one, and it is normal. It is kinda behind my eyes, and it comes and goes, but it has been here everyday. I am scared because of my blood pressure, and I am trying everything to get it down!!!! I just pray on MOnday when I go to the doc, it is down! I ate cucumbers last night, and I hate cucumbers, but I read that it does help bring down blood pressure, so I will do ANYTHING!!!

Praying for 7 weeks of healthy pregnancy and low blood pressure!

7 weeks to go!

Wow...7 weeks doesnt sound like that much...when I think about 7 weeks, that is less time than I was on bed rest, and when I look back on the last 7 weeks, that seems like yesterday! So, I am super excited, but so nervous at the same time. I am very nervous for preeclampsia, since my blood pressure has started to rise...I know I worry too much...I cant help it! I am trying to eat healthy and relax. Moms out there...in the last weeks do the kicks get stronger or weaker? I read all different things. I mean there is less room for him to move, so I dont know! Sometimes he moves like all day, and others he moves once in a while, so ofcourse I get scared! I have an OB appointment on Monday, where I will be hooked up to the fetal monitor again. Then on thursday, I have an ultrasound to see how he is growing. I cant wait to see him again. Not sure if I will have more ultrasounds after that...guess it depends on how he is doing and how my blood pressure is. Please pray it goes down!!!!

Bradyn's room is coming along. The finishing touches are being added. Then Bob will put up the crib and dresser, and then pics will be up! I finished my sailboat paintings and I also painted a sail boat and a sailboat picture frame for the room. I still need to finish the letters of his name, but Joanns NEVER has the D. Makes me kinda mad!!! My dad is making the swing shelves, because by no means was I going to spend $70 on something that could be made for $10! My dad and Bob are both really good with wood, so it only makes since to have them make certain things.

The only thing we are missing is the cradle. The family cradle was given to my sister when she was having my nephew. He is going to be 9 in December and my neice, who also go to use it just turned 6...wow how time flys. Bob and I really should have gotten it from my sister when we moved, but it wasnt something that was exactly on our mind at the time, and never imagined we would be in the situation where we wouldnt be able to get it. I love my sister, and she can be a really great person, but she has really dissapointed me. She said it would be sent down, but that was over a month ago. I guess we are going to have to get a new family cradle. Makes me sad to think she can be so cruel knowing all we have gone through to get this little bundle of joy. Oh well, I am trying not to stress over it, but it just really makes me sad to think that she doesnt feel it is important enough to send down. So, I am going to let go...because this little guy isnt being born to continue the arguments...and he certainly isnt going to care if he is in that cradle, as long as he is near his mommy and daddy, thats all that counts...he will be loved no matter what!

Praying fro 7 weeks of healthy pregnancy and healthy blood pressure!!! Thanks for all of those who have prayed for us...it means so much to us! Thank you!

Blood Pressure

So, I have had high blood pressure throughout this pregnancy. It is more than likely what caused me to bleed. I have been on medication which has really kept it down. Most of the time it was in the 120's and the bottom number was actually below 80. So today, when I went to the doc, it was 160/80...WHAT???? So ofcourse I freak out because I associate it with bleeding and bad! The doc went ahead and took it again, and it was 140/78, which he said was ok. But, I am trying to think of what all has changed that might have broght it up...well...

I have been going out and walking more...shopping and stuff.
I am addicted to Mac and Cheese and hot dogs...processed foods
I have been drinking sprite, which has sodium in it
I have been eating out a lot, which has a ton of sodium in its food.

So, I have decided to change these things. I don't HAVE to go out and shop...and the foods are easy to fix. I am trying to eat healthy things now. So, back to being on somewhat bedrest...I shouldnt be up at all when I am home...except to go to the bathroom. I am determined to not stress over little things and I am making sure I stay inside in the air conditioning! I have made it this far, and I am determined to keep myself and Bradyn healthy!

Anyone who has any idea how to help keep theblood pressure down please give me some advice!!!

I pray for 7 1/2 weeks of healthy pregnancy!!! We are almost there!!!

32 Weeks!!!

I am so happy to be 32 weeks pregnant! I thank God everyday for getting us this far, and I thank God every time I feel Bradyn kick me, or I have to get up from my sleep to go to the bathroom, or for the back pain, or the stretch marks...it is all soooooo worth it. In 8 weeks or less, we will be holding our healthy son, and looking into our own eyes. This is something we have prayed for, for many years. For as long as I can remember, I have wanted to be a mom! I love kids, and to be able to have one of my own is something I will forever thank God for. Bob is going to be such a great dad. Just watching him work on Bradyn's room, and all the love that is going into building this room...it makes me so thankful for being blessed with a great husband and soon to be great daddy! I cant wait to see Bob hold his son for the first time...it is going to be one of my greatest memories! 8 weeks sounds like a long time, but I was on bed rest longer than that, so in my mind, I dont think it sounds that far off. PLus we have so much to look forward too...baby showers and guests coming to town...so it will make the time go by faster.

Bradyn's room should be done by next weekend and then we will put up the bed and dresser. We will also add a new shelfing unit in his closet so it can be better organized. After Bradyn is born, I am going to go organizing crazy! I havent been able to do anything, and so I cant wait to clean!!! Sadly, I love to clean, and so when I can clean again...everyone better watch out!!!!

Well...here is to 8 weeks of healthy pregnancy! Thank you Lord for getting us this far...please keep Bradyn growing strong and help keep mommy and daddy healthy as well!!!! Thanks for all of those who have kept us in your prayers...they mean a lot to us!

Just some Random Thoughts!

* Bradyn's room is coming along. Should be finished in about 2 weeks!
* My awesome mom and dad bought us the glider. I cant wait for it to get here! 5 weeks!!!
* Bradyn will be full term in 5 weeks!
* Our next appointment is on Monday at the OB and I will be on the fetal monitor.
*Our next ultrasound is Aug. 6. I cant wait to see our little munchkin again.
*My mom and Bob's mom are throwing me a baby shower on August 15, and I am excited because my cousin is coming, and she is pregnant too!
*My cousin and I are 4 months a part, and our children will be too!!!!
*I am sick and tired of ready the news about people shooting each other. I swear every time I turn on the news or read the paper, there is some random shooting, and I dont understand why people are soooooo stupid.
* Obama's healthcare plan is going to hurt us, and I wish people would see that. Yes, we need a healthcare plan for some people, but his idea is not well thought out.
*I am actually scared of the future of America...it doesnt look like it is getting any better, and if the government owns everything, then we really arent a free country anymore.
*I work hard for my money and am willing to help others, but at my choice and who. I dont need the government to tell me where my hard earned money should go...heck I already pay for my own salary as a teacher!
*As much as I like MIcheal Jackson, I am tired of hearing about him.
*Marley the cat has been really bad lately, and he is being a poop head! He is back to biting cords again!!!
*Kona has been a good boy lately, and even goes after Mr. Marley when he is being bad.
* I want a pool, and cant wait to start looking into them...I have to be back at work before we can do that though.
*We are still looking for a church...we will be trying the Methodist one by our house this weekend.
*God is great, and I feel so blessed with this growing baby inside of me. He is an answered prayer, and I cant wait for him to get here healthy!!!

OK enough rambling, I could go on for days!

The Glider

So, we have been looking at different gliders for a while now. We decided that it doesn't need to match Bradyn's room because I wont be feeding him in there anyways...probably in the family room or our room. We have been looking at different models and such. We went to Lazy Boy last weekend and found one there that was kinda cool. The only thing is that they add a price for everything....so in the end it would be like $800. Umm, no thanks! So today we went back to the crib store, and checked out the ones we liked there. I could do that all day long...just sit in those chairs!!! I didnt want to get up!!! We decided that we would be getting one that actually matches our furniture we have now. It looks just like the chair we have, except it is a glider, and it actually moves back, so when I or daddy is done feeding Bradyn, if we dont feel like getting up right away, we can put the chair back and put our feet up and lay there with the little guy! We decided to get it in brown, so it can go in our room after. My mom and dad are going back to the place with me on Monday to order it. They got my sister her glider when she had her first little guy...which was almost 9 years ago!!!! WOW!!! It takes 5 weeks for it to come in, so that would mean we need to hurry because Bradyn will be here in 9 weeks!!!

On a side note, we are waiting patiently for Bradyn's cradle to arrive. It was my cradle when I was a baby, and my sister had it for her little ones. She is suppose to be sending it down here! I hope it gets here because it is cute and it matches the other furniture in our room...I am OCD when it comes to certain things!!

Sleep!

I have never been a good sleeper. If I get 5 hours of sleep at night, I am usually pretty well off. I have always been like that. During my college years, I learned that naps were an awesome thing, and so I have always taken a nap after I get off of work...until Kona came, then those naps dissapeared because he needed my full attention. You would think that since I was on bed rest that I got all the rest I needed!!! Boy am I wrong...I cant even get up in the morning I am so tired...then I will eat lunch, and again, I need to sleep, and I am still tired! I think it is kinda funny because I do not like sleeping that much! I do get tired easily when we go shopping because I am not used to walking a lot. I do get that...which I am trying to get back into shape...if I can even call it that. I go to the pool every night and walk in there. This morning, I didnt get up until 9:30, and Bob was even up before me!!! He gets every other Friday off...yeah he has an awesome job! I know, we get the summers off...but I still think the every other friday thing is pretty cool! Anyways, I got up because I was hot, not because I was awake!!! I know I am going to be really tired once Bradyn gets here, but, to be honest, I am always up in the middle of the night...even before I was pregnant...I never really slept through the night. Right now though, I just feel like I cant get enough sleep!!

Stacey is coming!!

My best friend Stacey just bought tickets to come down here October 15th!!! YEAH YEAH!!!! That means I get to see her like 3 times this year!!!!! She is coming down to see Bradyn, and of course Bob and I!!! I am super excited. I wish we lived closer to each other. Stacey and I have been friends since I first moved to Michigan....14 years ago! You may remember from a previous post that she came down here during my Spring Break, and was such a great help to Bob and I since I was on bed rest. Stacey, we are so excited for you to come down here!!!!! We cant wait!!!!! We wish Sarah could come to, but we understand!!!! We will see her in November!!! Love you guys!

Just one of the funny things Stacey and I come up with!!!

Insane Drivers

So everyday on my way to work ( I answer phones and do payroll for my parents), I always see the craziest drivers. Most of the time, these drivers either are in a really expensive car, like a Mercedes, or they are in a POS car, that I am even surprised can go fast. What I dont understand is why people feel that they can just go through red lights, and weave in and out of cars like they own the road. For example, today, there was a white mercedes. We were driving in a 35. I was going about 40, so this car must have been going 50 or more. I was in the right lane, and he flies past me, then cuts right in front of me. The light ahead is red, and he is turning right...am I not mistaken, but dont you have to stop at a red, and then if it is clear, then you can turn right??? Well no, this guy thought since he was cool enough to have an expensive car, that he could just turn on red like he owned the road...and he turned right infront of someone. It really irritates me. On my way home, there was a truck, with a company name on it, who went through a red light where there were cars already going on their green. I mean come on morons, you are driving a company car....now everyone knows what a dumba$$ driver you are. I would never shop there. It just really irritates me because it is so dangerous to drive like that. Is it really that hard to follow the laws of the road and be a decent driver? Florida has a real problem with red light runners....I am scared to go on green..I wait a little bit to make sure I am not going to get hit! Follow the rules people!!

9 1/2 Weeks to go!

So, I have 9 1/2 weeks to go until our precious bundle of joy arrives healthy! We had our 30 week OB check-up today. I am looking good, and Bradyn's heartbeat was 140. They told me this was normal, so I said ok! Sometimes he is all over the place because he moves so much! Bradyn is still breech, so he needs to turn! I go back to the high risk ultrasound doc on August 6th, so hopefully he will flip by then. I was happy to learn that I DO NOT have diabetes. The 3 hour test came back normal. He did say I was gaining too much weight, which doesnt make any since to me. I can still wear some non maturnity clothes...and plus, Bradyn is in the 60th percentile for weight at the moment, so isnt it possible that is why he thinks this? My blood pressure was awesome...120/70 YEAH!!! We just want this little guy to be healthy so bad...it is like a dream come true to be parents...we have waited so long for this! God is truly blessing us, and we are so thankful for that!

The wood floor is down now, so I will get some pics of that. The room should be finished soon, so we can put the crib and dresser in there. Then we are having a baby shower on August 15. Bob is so excited because his parents are getting us his running stroller. He is so funny! My parents are getting us our rocking chair. We are looking at two at the moment. We decided to get one that matches our furniture because that is where I will probably be. It can also be in our room too. It is a glider...we are looking at one at Lazy-Boy and one at the baby store we got our crib from. So we will decide this week! Our parents are awesome. Now we are just waiting for my sister to send us the family cradle so we can get that all set up.

OK enough baby talk...anyone watch the Bachlorette??? Man am I glad the Wes is gone....I want Kypton (sp?) to win. They are too cute together. However, I find it really hard to believe you can just fall in love with so many guys at the same time...I mean wouldnt you feel more comfortable around one, and feel horrible kissing the others??? I dont know...I have been with the same love for a long time!!!!

Family gathering

Bobs parents came down for a short visit. We picked them up on Wednesday in Orlando. Before we picked them up, we went shopping for Bradyn and got him some cute clothes!!! After we got the parents, we went over to Buffalo Wild Wings...oh was I sooooo excited! I love that place...we need one around here! We didn't get home until almost 11pm, and I was soooo tired! On Thursday we had our ultrasound where we got to see Bradyn. Then we went shopping to get stuff for dinner and ofcourse beer for the guys. It is nice spending time with his parents because we dont get to see them that often. We will be seeing them though once a month until the end of the year with all the different things planned! So that will be nice. On friday evening, we went to the outlets in Vero with my parents also. It started to pour, I mean pour as soon as we got there. We hit two stores...Carters and The Childrens place, and then it was time to drive over beachside to go to The Ocean Grille. I wish it would have been better weather so it would have been prettier, but thats ok. The food was good and it was a nice dinner with both parents. YEsterday, mom R and I went to see if we could get reservations to eat dinner at The Crown Plaza for the shuttle launch, and we were able to, but came home to find out the launch was scrubbed. I was so sad for Mom R...she wanted to see it sooo bad!!! Dumb Lightning!!!! So we ended up going to City Tropics for dinner and then down to the beach for a little bit. I actually got to touch sand this summer. We then got ice cream and came home. They left this mornning :( We will see them though in 4 weeks for my baby shower, so that will be nice. It is just so fun to sit and talk and catch up! Thanks Mom and Dad R for a fun filled weekend! Cant wait to see you again in a few weeks!

30 Weeks

Today we had our 30 week ultrasound. Bradyn is a growing boy...and a very active boy! He weighed in at 3 pounds 6 ounces. He is a little ahead of schedule, but that is ok! He needs to grow...they were worried about him not growing with all the problems that I had. This was awesome news. God is GREAT! I go back in 4 weeks to check on his growth again. He is breech still, so hopefully he will flip!! Our due date is still September 18...so we will see if he comes in the beginning of September! We got 4d pics, and he was a little shy. he doesnt like looking right at the camera...thats ok...both Bob and I are pretty shy! From the pics we got, he has my nose and cheeks, Bobs head, and thats about all we can tell. He's a cutie...ofcourse, he is my child...hehe! Here is a pic to share!

He always has his feet up in his face!

My Bed

Since the middle of March, my bed has been our couch...actually a chair and ottoman. First of all, it was easier for me to just stay there instead of in the bedroom, and it helped me not to roll on my stomach and such. Inside my head, I was thinking the bed was a bad place...It seemed when I was in bed, is when I would bleed. I know, I sound like a freak, but it was all in my head. Bob is an awesome husband, and he has slept on the couch as well. What a great guy....I feel bad because he has been doing EVERYTHING since I have been on bed rest. So, I decided it is time. It is time to continue to have Faith, and go back to bed. God is great, and I know that all that other stuff is in my head! So tonight, I will go back into the bedroom and sleep. When I stayed with my parents for a week while Bob was out of town, I did sleep in a bed...so I can do it. I think it has just been like a safe haven for me on the couch. Today, Bobs parents are coming, so I thought it would be a good transition. I know Bob is probably so excited! TOmorrow, we have our 30 week ultrasound. I pray that Bradyn is growing strong and that we are both healthy! I am getting bigger, so I think that is a good thing right? in 10 1/2 weeks, Bradyn will be here healthy and in our arms!!!

R.I.P MJ!!

I have always loved Michael Jackson. I think he has awesome music, and he always had the best music videos. I think a lot of his music is inspirational as well. When I heard he had passed away, I was soooo sad. I know he may have been weird, but look at his life...it was weird from the beginning. I honestly don't think he hurt kids, I just think he chose to put himself in weird situations where he became vulnerable to accusations. Anyways, I was sad when I got home today and my DVR didn't tape the memorial service. I had left without taping it, so I had to do it from the Internet, and it didn't start when I wanted it to. I am trying to find when they will reshow it...anyone know? I watched clips, and cried like crazy when his daughter, Paris, talked about her daddy. Wow, was that sad. I feel so bad for his kids. No matter what the story is behind them, whether they are really his or not...doesn't really matter. What matters is that his kids loved him and that he was a great dad to them. Those poor kids!

I listen to MJ's music everyday when I come home and looking up news and such on the Internet ( yes I like knowing whats going on in the world). I think Bradyn is going to love MJ! He moves a lot when I get home and listening to his music...ha ha!!! My favorite song is Man in the Mirror..I just love the words! What is your favorite song? Anyone learn the thriller dance when they were younger?

RIP Michael...you will sure be missed by millions!

Bradyn's Nursery

So, the project has started! We bought the wood floor, now we are waiting to install it because it needs to get used to the humidity or something in the house. I dont know...that's Bobs job! In the meantime, Bob painted the light blue on top, and is now working on the frames and the wainscoting for the bottom part. My job is the art work. I have always loved to paint...in fact, for christmas every year I got paints and brushes and different canvases. I would paint all kinda of pictures. I love drawing and doing art. As I got older, the sports took over and so I didnt have as much time to stick with drawing and such. I have a collection of acrylic paints. So when we decided what we wanted to do with Bradyns room, I decided that instead of spending so much money on the artwork, I would do it myself. To get an idea of Bradyn's room...his bedding is striped, and does not have a theme. However, the mobile has sailboats on it, so I guess his room will be somewhat nautical. I am painting three pictures. I am hoping to have them done this week. Then I will start on his name. I bought the letters today. I am still deciding on color and design the the name. I wasnt going to even put his name up, but the more I thought about, the more I liked the idea.

I have 10 1/2 weeks until our sweet baby boy arrives healthy! I pray daily for a healthy delivery and arrival of Mr. Bradyn! I just cant wait until September when I get to hold my sweet baby boy, and show everyone God's blessing!!
This is the first picture! 2 more to come!

Church

Bob and I have lived down here now for three years. We have really slacked on looking for a church to belong to. We have been to a few in the area, but none of them feel like "home." I grew up Catholic, and Bob grew up Methodist. We decided we would try a Lutheran church. We did that, and although it was a nice sweet church, it just wasn't anything special I guess. We also went to the Chapel. We loved how the Pastor talked and what he had to say, but the service was too comercial for us. We just weren't used to such a big church with cameras everywhere. We are both used to having communion every week too, which is weird for us to get used to. We are open to different Christian churches...I know there is a Methodist church right near us that we want to try, and I want to try Holy Trinity ( we actually went there, and the time online was a different time then the service). Anyone have any suggestions? We want Bradyn to be Baptized as well, so this is important to us...as going to church as a family is something we both have been raised doing.

Happy 4th of July!!

We went to my parents house today and took Kona with us. He loves to swim, and we love it when he is tired and sleeps in the next day! While we were up in Viera, we went to Baby Gap and got some more clothes. We got 4 new outfits!! We will be going down to the outlets in Vero this week and checking out Carters, Osh-Kosh, and The Children's Place. This morning, we also purchased the wood floor for the nursery. It was be so nice when it is all done. We got a great deal on the wood floor and so it would have cost us the same price to replace the carpet. Kinda makes me mad we had to replace it so soon...if water comes in there again, I am going to go crazy on the builder!!!

I actually got to go into the pool because clouds came and cooled everything down. It was nice...although the pool was 95 degrees!! Bob was suppose to run a race tonight, but then decided he was tired, and plus it was lightning and thundering...so we just came home, and he is working on Bradyn's room. Holly and Jason are coming over later...we will be playing some rock band...which I feel we havent played in forever...ha ha! Bobs parents come here on Wednesday. I am so excited to see them. I have an ultrasound on Thursday, so they are coming to see that. Bradyn should be almost 3 pounds! Oh yeah, I think my mom is setting a date for a baby shower. August 15!!

Hope everyone is enjoying their 4th of July...

Praying for 11 weeks of a healthy pregnancy!!

So Tired!

I am so tired today, and I am not even doing anything. I sat on the couch all day long and watched movies. It is gloomy, I was up all night peeing...I swear, I cant drink anything before I go to bed. I did though however panic today when I saw a picture of a nursery for a friend of mine who is having a baby about 2 weeks before me. The nursery was packed and ready to go. Bradyn's room, has light blue walls, and paint blankets on the ground and paint cans and wainscotting on the floor. I know it is coming together, and the crib and bedding is here, but it freaks me out. He has 3 outfits and thats all. We were hesitating on a baby shower because of everything that we went through. So, I do have a registry, but it looks like we might have the shower after the baby is born. So, that means that a lot of the stuff we will have to get on our own, so we need to do it now! Is this normal to freak out or am I a freak myself? I also have slacked on signing up for classes...I just dint want to call and jinx anything...I made a list of things that need to be done...and it just keeps going and going!!! YIKES!

Mr. Kona

Today Kona had his one year check-up with the vet. He got three shots and some spray in his nose. Kona is a hyper puppy, who LOVES people. He just loves to meet new people and all he wants to do is play. My brother helped me out by picking us up and taking him to the appointment. When we got there, he quickly ran in...and at first we were the only ones in there. But then the nicest 4 year old German Shepard came in, and Kona wanted to play. My brother had to literaly lay on Kona..the poor German Shepard had stitches so he couldnt play. They finally called us back, and Kona got weighed!!!! 80 Pounds...Kona is a beast! He was so excited to see all the people come into the room...until they took out the shots...he ran behind my brother...but when they sprayed his nose, ofcourse Kona loved it!!! Kona is so funny. He just wanted to play the whole time. They told us he will be sleepy today...ummm no, nothing phases Kona! They gave me inforamtion on how to get Kona prepared for Bradyn's arrival! My awesome brother will be helping us out when Bradyn is being born, so my brother will bring back a blanket that Bradyn used. We will let him have the blanket after that....the vet said the dog will probably take it as his own!

Marley goes to the vet on Friday. Last year, Marley didnt do to well at the vet. Marley is the weirdest cat ever...however, he does have a personality which is awesome! They had to give me medicine to make him sedated. We werent going to take him in, but with a baby coming, we need to make sure animals are all up to date on their shots! Poor Marley...ha ha...its kinda funny though. He honestly is the most unique cat ever.

11 1/2 weeks to go!!! Praying for good health!!

Tea Party?

I was reading the newspaper, and saw the article about this weekends tea party at the Space Coast Stadium. I heard my dad talking about it the other day, so I wanted to read what it was about. Appearantly it is a rally to talk about the money being spent in DC. I do watch the news on daily basis and can honestly say I am very concerned about the future of America. The more they raise our taxes, the more it is going to hurt the middle class. I recall during Obama's campain that he said that the middle class would not be touched. Hmmmmm...the new energy bill...yeah that is going to affect EVERYONE. People arent even going to be able to afford their bills. The new healthcare plan is going to tax people like crazy as well. I do agree something should be done about healthcare, but honestly, if you look at other countries who have their government run their healthcare system, people have to stand in line and dont get the care that we get here in America now. They still want to keep private companies, but how are they going to compete? Plus it is going to raise the price of the private healthcare ( that companies give their employees) and therefore cause people to not be able to afford it and then have to be forced to go to the government plan. I really dont like how the government is in control of everything...arent we a free country? I work really hard for my money, and I dont think that part of my money should go to people who feel they dont have to work. I do think that there are people out there that need help...however, there are plenty that know how to work the system. Anyways, so the whole tea party thing I think will be funny...however, what is it really doing? NOTHING!! We can complain all we want, but really, it doesnt matter, because we vote for the people who are making choices for us. Some of us win and some of us loose. I just think it is funny that they are going to have this on the 4th of July, and the way they are getting people to come..is by saying they get into the Manatee game afterwards, and then after that there is fireworks. Here is my idea on everything....America is very uneducated. If we were to put more money into education, and require people to get a high school diploma, and make education the most important thing, then America will better understand the basic needs of humans, and how thier country was started. Sadly, so many people go out and vote without having any knowledge of what they are voting for. Then they all complain. oh well what are we going to do!!

By the way....WARNING!!! My parents own a tax company, and the IRS sent out a letter telling them to warn their clients, that although you are all getting more money on your paycheck...what an extra $13 or something....over 52 weeks, that adds up. However, the government did not change the tax brackets, therefore, you are just getting more money up front, and could fall short when taxes are due...meaning you could owe money because of it. So be careful....do not claim more than you need to!!!

Ok enough of my ranting! Had the 3 hour glucose test today. So boring...and I got pricked 5 times!! I really dont think I have diabetes...but we will see. Bob and I walk in the pool now nightly. It is excersise for me that is less strenuous, and we do it at night so it isnt sunny out...still kinda hot, but nice because sun isnt beating down on me. Praying for 11 1/2 weeks of a healthy pregnancy!

Glucose Test #2

Today I had my 28 week check-up. Bradyns heartbeat was right on at 153bpm. My stomach/unterus measured at 30 but the doc said that is ok. See I find that really weird because sometimes it measures ahead, and sometimes it measures right on. Then he tells me, that I have gained too much weight, which again to me is weird. I have actually lost weight in areas!! In the beginning of all of this, I lost weight...like 8 pounds. So he tells me that I need to excersise and eat less. Ok, I can admit that on some days, I do probably eat alot, but on some days I dont. Its funny, I really dont eat all that much. I dont think I really have gained that much weight...I still wear the same underwear, and the same nike shorts I have been wearing the whole time on the couch! Ok, so I am not too concerned about it. So then he goes over my glucose test I took on Friday. Well appearantly, I need the numbers to be less than 140, mine...yup...you guessed it...158. So now, I have to go to a 3 hour glucose test tomorrow. He tells me that I might not have it, thats why I have to do this again. Ok, to me this is funny. No on in my family has ever had gestational diabetes...I dont even think any one has diabetes. So, I dont mind the juice, remember, tastes good! So, the next thing he tells me is to walk more...ok, let me get this straight...I am at risk for preclampsia with the high blood pressure, and preterm labor because I HAD bleeding...and now you want me to walk??? So, he decides for now, since my blood pressure is under control ( thanks to my meds and ofcourse God), he wants me to walk at night...not a lot, but just a little. Ok, last night we went to the pool, so maybe I will walk in the shallow end. Still excersise! I am now on a 2 week appointment schedule, which is awesome. I love going there and making sure everything is ok. I want my baby boy to be healthy and for me to be healthy! Lets just see here though...during this pregnancy I have had bleeding, been on bed rest, had high blood pressure, have Strep B virus, had to have an IV of meds for it, and became sensative to it, and now I might have gestational diabetes...I can get down, and htink why me...but God has blessed me with so much, that I can only take all of this and learn from it. So, next appointment, July 9th is with the high risk doc, and we get to see how Bradyn is growing! I cant wait for it. Bobs parents will be here too! oh yeah, and guess what...I dont have to be on bed rest right now..so another two weeks of me being able to go to the stores and stuff! Praying for 11 1/2 weeks of healthy pregnancy!

28 weeks :)

Today, I am 28 weeks pregnant! I feel like I am so blessed, and today, all I can do is smile and thank God he has gotten us this far. I still have 12 weeks left, and continue to pray for a healthy pregnancy. I had an OB appointment on Monday, and I will probably be placed back on bed rest because of my blood pressure, but the medicine has help me to keep it down, so that is good. In 9 weeks, Bradyn will be considered full term...which means if he were to come then, he would be healthy, and he would be born on August 28...which is my moms birthday...I would love that!!!

Today we picked up the crib and dresser. I cant wait for it to be put together and in the room, but we have to finish the room first. We had a water damage during Tropical Storm Fay, that we did not catch, because we never went into the room. When we discovered there was water in there, it was probably 3 days later. We were able to lift the carpet and clean the cement...my sister owns a restoration/carpet cleaning company in Michigan, and I have spent a lot of summers helping her, so I knew some things to do. When I called some companies around here to get the carpet clean, they were backed up for a month, so we just bought our own....well, the stain that was caused by the tv stand is still there. So, now we are trying to figure out what to do. Bob wants to just tear the carpet out and put a wood floor in. That would be nice, but then we need to get a rug, and gosh, those are expensive. Anyways, we need to figure that out before the rest of the room is finished...something with the height of the wainscotting. So, pictures wont be up until there is a picture of Bradyn sleeping so nicely in his crib :)

Ok, mommys out there...what monitors do you have? We are trying to figure out if we need the video or not...and what brands work well? Thanks for all the help and the prayers...they mean the world to us :)

Glucose Test

So today I went for my Glucose testing. I guess it is to make sure I don't have diabetes. They also took more blood and did another HIV test and Hepititas test...still trying to figure out how I would have gotten HIV on a couch! So, I was told that the juice they make you drink is gross for the test, however, I thought it tasted good. In fact, I liked it so much, that I had to go to McDonalds afterwards to get an Orange HI-C. That is exactly what it tasted like. I am pretty sure I do not have diabetes, however, with me you never know. I feel so blessed to have made it this far...28 weeks tomorrow! I continue to pray everyday that Bradyn continues to grow and is healthy. 9 weeks until I am full term...if he were to come 9 weeks from today, that would be August 28, and that is my mom's birthday....which would be awesome. I am thinking sometime between September 2 and September 4. I dont know why, but that is what I feel. My brothers birthday is September 2, and although he teases about not wanting the baby born that day ( he is the youngest, so maybe he is being truthful....we wouldnt want to ruin his big day!!!!) I think he actually would feel special sharing our miracle's big day!

My mom and I are talking about a baby shower. All of my family and Bobs lives up in Michigan, Illinois, and Minnesota...basically the whole midwest...so, I cant travel there, and I doubt any of them will want to come down here, and then some of them turn around and come back down after Brady is born, so I dont know what to do. I was thinking of just waiting and having it afterwards, so then they can see Brady, but then there are things we need, that you usually get at a baby shower, so I dont know what to do. I just want the stroller so I can play with it now...ha ha!!! When I was a little girl, I had a real baby stroller for my dolls. I thought I was sooo cool...ha ha...I think my mom had to take my dolls and hide them from me so i wouldnt play with them anymore!!!

We are heading to Bone Fish Willys tonight for dinner. Bob loves that place and so we are meeting my parents there. We were suppose to go there for Bobs birthday, but I was on a couch at that time.

Praying for 12 weeks of a healthy pregnancy!!!

Baby Announcements

So, I love being creative. I want to make my own baby announcements. The only problem is that I dont have a professional printer. Oh I wish I did, but of course they are so expensive. So, now I am researching how to get programs that can help me design and make the announcements and then be able to save them and get them printed professionally. I have been working on designs all day, using Print Shop. I do have photo shop, but I have no idea how to use it. I know what I want to do, I think printing is just where I need the help. Also, I know of a couple of photgraphers in the area, but I am still researching some. I want to get professional pictures done soon after Bradyn's birth, and I want someone who is creative and can produce some really awesome shots...this is the blessing we have been praying for, so we want something really nice that shows that.

On a side note...I am asking that everyone prays for two families that I know. The Gerbers, who Laura went to school with us, and was friends with my husband. Actually, I think I had a class with her too! Her and her husband just lost their son, Phoenix Lee, who was stillborn. This was their first baby, and I believe she was due in October. Please pray for them to get through this difficult time, and to continue to have Faith in thier Lord. The other family is the Fulkerson's. They were expecting their second, and was in their 18th week, when they went for their ultrasound to find out what their bundle of joy would be. Their baby boy did not have a heartbeat, and she had to deliver him. His cord was wrapped around his neck. His name is Gabriel Michael. This is very sad news, and I have been praying for both families today. PLease pray for them to both look to their Lord and to have Faith that God has a plan.

Infant NFL Jerseys

It is no secret that I love football...and of course so does Bob. However, he loves the Detroit Lions and I love the Chicago Bears. Since they are in the same division, Bob is says no way can Brady have any Bears clothes. Well I said that's not fair...so he said that he can wear a shirt that is half and half...I can settle for that :) But, I don't mind if Brady has a Lions jersey, in fact, it would be nice for him growing up watching the Lions lose every Sunday...I say lose because that is all they did last year...it is nice to watch with his dad though. So, I have been looking for infant jerseys...I know they are usually a onsie. I can only find 12 and 18 month old ones. I want a lions outfit for him to wear this year. He will be young and not even know what is happening, but Bob would love it if his son had that on. I swear though, all the lions outfits are weird looking. I either want the jersey, or I want a onsie that maybe just has the Lion on it or something...not 3 million lions on it. So, any of you Michigan people who see one, please tell me!!!!

Today I went to my parents office and had lunch and just hung out there. Then my mom and I went to Crib and Cradles so I could show her the crib and the dresser we got. We also looked at the rockers there. Bob has one he really likes, so now we need to figure out the color. My mom also looked at the cradle bedding they have there. We have a cradle in the family that my brother and sister both used, and then my neice of nephew used as well. My sister still has it, so hopefully we will be able get it from her. If not, its no big deal, we can manage...would be nice though to have it, since it is in the family. After that, my mom and I went to Cracker barrel for dinner...I love that place...I can get a good salad!!

12 1/2 weeks to go...I just keep praying and praying for a healthy rest of the pregnancy! Bradyn moves a lot, so that is good. I have an appointment on Monday with the OB, and I get the glucose test done on friday. Hopefully I will be ok with all of that. I mean gosh...just one more thing to worry about. I just want a healthy baby!!!

Congratulations Mr. and Mrs. Nelson

This past weekend, one of my very best friends married her best friend. Josie and I have been friends since we were about 14. When I first moved to Michigan, we played softball on the same team. I was a pitcher, and she was my catcher. She has a brother who is my brothers age, so we all hung out a lot. Josie is one of the nicest people you could ever meet. She is so caring and giving. When she graduated from college, Josie went out to Arizonia to teach 3rd grade. It was at this school that she met Jake...a PE teacher. I got the opportunity to meet Jake last year when they came to Florida to visit. He is such the perfect match for Josie. They really compliment eachother. I am so very happy for the two of them, and I wish them all the luck and happiness. I was suppose to be a bridemaid, however, I need to keep Bradyn healthy and growing, so I was unable to travel. I feel bad, and wish I was there to celebrate her big day, but I was thinking about her all day...and I know she would rather Bradyn be healthy! I did make their programs though!

Jake and Josie Nelson...I am sooo very happy for the two of you. You guys are two great people, and are perfect for eachother. May you have a long and blessed marriage! Love you guys!

Happy Father's Day!

Happy Fathers Day to all those wonderful fathers out there...especially mine, and ofcourse my husband...a father to be. Bob is going to be a great dad. He already is...he loves Bradyn so much!!! I cant wait for him to meet his son, and hold him and love him. Next fathers day, will be a wonderful day!!!

We spent the day with my dad today. The boys went golfing in the morning, while my mom and I watch tv and talked. Then the guys went swimming and drank..well pretty much the whole day. Kona went swimming as well. I tried to be outside under the fans and shade at my parents, but it got too hot, and I couldnt breath, so I went inside and watched golf...yeah boring! But I was too tired to get up and get the channel changer...wow...I am pathetic! We had a nice dinner, and then we came home and Kona is pooped!!!

I hope all dads had a great day...

Dear Lord

I thank you for this growing blessing inside of me. This is an answered prayer that my husband and I have been praying for since we were married. We are so thankful for getting this far, and know that each day our son kicks and turns he is growing, and we thank you Lord for that. I pray Lord that you continue to keep our son healthy, and that we go full term. I am very scared, and I know I need to keep my Faith, and know that Lord, you are here for us, and wont give us anything we can not handle. Please continue to keep us all healthy!

In Your Sons Name,
Amen

Bedding Arrived

I have looked at this bedding now for three years...always praying it would not go out before I have a boy of my own. I have watched other bedding come and go, but this I really liked and so it is like so unreal that it is sitting here, in my hands now. I know I sound silly, but I am just so excited for it. It arrived today, and I quickly had bob open the package so that I could look at it. Poor Kona wanted to sniff it and we wouldn't let him...he drools too much!!! I told him it was for Bradyn, and he tilted his head as if he were saying to us " You mean something new is here, and it isnt for me?" I just keep looking at it...I know when the crib is all up, I will just stare at it all, thanking God for his wonderful blessing he has given us!! I am very thankful for the blessing of getting this far...I know I have 13 more weeks to go. I feel like this week is a big week I need to get through...next Saturday, i will be 28 weeks, and I pray very hard that I get to 28 weeks, so I can breathe even more. My next appointment is Monday the 29th. Then on July 9th, I get another ultrasound to check on his growth, since I HAD bleeding, and have high blood pressure. I pray that all continues to go well. I just am so thankful for getting this far...I thank God everyday. I thank God for all my wonderful friends and family who pray for us and are encouraging us...this is truly a pray being answered, and we cant be more thankful and excited.

3 Months!

Today marks the 3 months to go point. I will be 27 weeks this weekend. I am soooo blessed to have gotten this far, and I pray that God continues to bless us, and we go another 13 weeks healthy. We are starting on his room this weekend. The bedding is being delivered. I am super excited because when I ordered the bedding the bumper, sheet, and skirt were back ordered until July28th, but the quilt was only back ordered until June 14th. I received an email stating that all the items were shipped, with tracking numbers...YEAH!! We got his bedding from Pottery Barn...I have had it picked out forever, and am so glad I am able to finally buy it! Bobs parents will be here July 8th, so we are hoping to have the room almost done by then so they can see it...even though they will be back here in September for their first grandchild to be born!!!

I talked to my cousin yesterday who is a radiologist and has been following all of my ultrasounds. He told me that my last results were excellent, and that had he not known I had bleeding, that it would never have appeared I did. So that was good news. He did tell me that I need to continue to follow what the doctor says and that he has a strong feeling that all will turn out great. He is awesome, and our family is so blessed to have him! He has helped family members through so much...he is the one who discovered my dad had dislocated disks in his back...he is just awesome. He explains all the numbers on the results and such. He did tell me Bradyn has a larger head...but hey, have you seen Bob's head???

Thank you again to all who have kept us in your thoughts and prayers. We cant thank you enough. It means so much to all three of us. You are all in our prayers as well. Thank you :)

Daddy Bootcamp

So a couple of weeks ago, I was telling Bob about the different programs that were offered through our insurance. There is a daddy boot camp that is offered. He laughed at me when I mentioned this, and told he knows how to take care of a baby. In my head I am thinking oh yeah duh....you have been around so many babies...you held Kacey and Kent when they were born...NOT!!! WIth my nephew, Bob wouldnt hold him until he was like 2 and he could tease him. He thought it was the funniest thing when you would take the bottle out of his mouth and he would cry. Then with Kacey, he did actually hold her when she was 5 months old. She was the little girl who only liked to be with the person watching her...she would cry whenever anyone would hold her. Ofccourse she loved me the most. So he took her one time when I was babysitting her and I had to go to the bathroom...he was very funy with her, and in fact she didnt cry...GO BOB!!!! Anyways, back to our conversation.

Me: Oh really, so you are ok with changing diapers?

Bob: Yeah it is easy to change a diaper.

Me; Really...what do you do then?

Bob: oh when they cry, you take off their dirty diaper. then you turn on the faucet and put their butt under the running water, then just put a diaper back on...you can use tape if it doesnt stick.

Me: You put a clean diaper on right?

Bob: well duh?

Me: what do you do with the dirty diaper?

Bob: Oh yeah...throw it away I think.

Me: Oh yeah you are definately ready to change a diaper...what was I thinking???

So I think either he is hoping he never has to change a diaper or he really does not want to go to daddy boot camp. Poor Bradyn...I better not let Bob change his diaper...butt under the faucet???? gotta love him though...he is very excited for his little one. Every morning he kisses me goodbye and always rubs my belly...Bradyn kicks for a while after that. It is one of my favorite things of being pregnant!

Baby Gap

Yesterday, Bob and I went shopping for some clothes for him...since there was a baby gap, I said well it is only fair we go there too. So we went in, and they happened to have a lot of clothing on sale. So, we bought Bradyn some little onesies. I only got one that was 0 - 3, because who knows if he will even fit in that. If he takes after his dad at birth, then nope...we will have to go to 3 - 6. We also got him a jacket, which we will need because we are going to Michigan in November. Plus, it isnt even that thick, and even though this is Flroida, we do have cold days....hard to believe since it is almost 100 outside at the moment, and it is only 9:30am. I absolutely love the baby gap, however, it is hard to justify buying clothes that are $25 ( just for a shirt ) when he will only wear it a couple of times, and then grow out of it. However, they are so darn cute, that once in a while it is ok! We got him two cute polos...I cant wait for him to wear those...yes my little preppy boy! we got a total of 4 items, and the total was $20. So that is nice. We decided we will go back and get some pants because they were on sale too, and they had a lot of them.

I am getting super excited for our little guy to get here healthy. I have been so worried about preterm delivery lately, but I need to just put this in the hands of God, and keep the faith. 2 more weeks until I am 28 weeks. My cousin, who is a Dr. and has been following all my ultrasounds and such said that my last ultrasound looked awesome, and that I am not more at risk for preterm labor than any other "normal" pregnancy. He did say however, to keep the blood pressure down...so we are doing that. I really dont go out and do much. When I say shop, I mean I go to a store and we are there for 20 minutes at the most. If I go to my parents office, I sit there and only get up to go to the bathroom. At home, I sit. I do not clean or cook or anything else. I do sometimes get my own drink, or make a bagel, but thats it. I am trying to make sure I do everything I can to keep Bradyn healthy! Stay strong little one...mommy and daddy have prayed a long time for your blessing!!! Hang in there until September...then you can meet us, and we will be very happy and proud parents....we already are so proud of you and your strength!

Oh yeah...I got to lay in my parents pool last evening...very nice!!

Eco-Friendly Products

Our great friend Jason has always been a good recycler...he introduced it to Bob and I, and well Bob has kinda gone crazy with it. We have a bag for different kinda of products so he can take them to where they need to be taken in order to make sure they aren't in our landfills...honestly, at first I was like...uhhhh this is annoying, but I actually think it is a good thing...I mean this is our Earth and we should take care of it. So, we have tried to do a lot of things that are eco-friendly...however, the price to do these things are crazy. I like to be eco-friendly, but at the risk of going broke??? I dont know about that. It honeslty doesnt cost anymore to make the products, but since it is something new everyone is doing, well they can charge you like crazy.

So, I am researching diapers and wipes. We can do the whole clothe diaper thing, but Bob said that is where he would draw the line because he doesn't want to clean them...ha ha! So, I see they sell eco-friendly diapers that are made of different products...why cant all diapers and wipes be like this? And why cant the government give tax breaks to companies who are eco-friendly...it makes since...so come on!!!! Anyways, I would like to use the eco-friendly diapers, but they are kinda expensive...those of you mommies out there...what diapers do you use? What about wipes?

I decided to register for the Dr. Brown bottles. Although they have a lot of peices to them, the reviews were all awesome, and they did have wide neck so they can hook up to a breast pump. Now I have to decide on a breast pump...I guess I really dont know much about it all...so I need to have some more information on it. I dont even know if I will do it for that long, so we will see. Other than that...I think I have registered for everything that I need. We are at Target and Babies R Us, and Pottery Barn Kids. Bob is starting on the nursery this week, and the bed and dresser will be ordered this week as well. The bedding has already been ordered and the quilt should be here this week...yeah! So, now we just need to pray to keep Brady growing healthy inside of me...and that I have no more problems...September needs to be here FAST!!! Then once he is here...everything can slow down :)

Parenting

As a teacher, I get to meet so many different parents, and it amazes me as to how some of them are with their children. Growing up, school was very important, and manners were a must. From the time I was a little girl, I had to learn how to go out to dinner and use my manners, and no, I did not have a game boy or other electronic to keep me busy...same with my brother and sister. "Please" and "thank you" were a must, and respect was a major part of our lives. Today, I see children who lack so many manners, and social skills, and then I meet thier parents...where has society gone??? We went to Makotos a couple of weeks ago, and there was a nice family sitting with us. They had two daughters...one was probably 12 and the other 14. The 12 year old had an Iphone, and was on it the WHOLE time, and the dad, well he had his own, and was on it as well...what has happened to family conversations??? I mean come on people!!! Last night, we went to see The Hangover...rated R. We went at 9:30pm. Yes it is a weekend, however, I was shocked at how many young ( 8 and under ) kids were at the theater. So, knowing the movie is rated R, and who is in it, you can be pretty sure the language is going to be very bad, and that the subject is going to be adult!! Just before the movie starts, in walks a family with a little girl, she couldnt have been more that 8 years old. She had her popcorn, and her drink, and she sat down quietly with her mom and dad...who leaned in to kiss for a little while...I know they were both her parents...or atleast that was it seemed like...she did call them mom and dad. So this movie is hilarious, and yes, filled with dirty words!!! There is boobs in it, and even gestures that are very innapprorpiate. That is why it is rated R. Why would these parents bring their kids to a rated R movie. I dont want to give the movie's ending away, but lets just say at the end of the movie, during the credits, it shows a private part...the mom proceeds to cover her daughters eyes...so...it is ok for her to see Boobs, to here the word cum, and masterbate, and other totally inaapropriate words, but this scence is not ok. When the girl got up at the end, all she says is "WOW"...yes I said the same thing..wow...that kind of parent would bring their child to this movie...never the less any rated R movie, and late at night??? Ok, so maybe they wanted to see the movie and their babysitter backed out...well guess what...you are parents, and as parents, you make a sacrifice...yes, you sacrifice many things to be a parent. This is a choice you made when you decided to do the dirty deed. Yes, sometimes the baby wasnt planned, but come on people...when we do the dirty, what can happen????? I know that I am not perfect, and I am sure I am going to make some choices that I might think twice about...but I do know that i am going to teach my kids manners, and that respect is very important. I will make sure that my kids dont watch certain movies where they will learn such language and inapprpriate behavior...will I be over protective??? Maybe some will say I am...but I see how I was raised, and i see the children of today, and do I want my little boy speaking to teachers like they do, or act like some of the children of today?? No way... I was a responsible, respectful boy who knows right from wrong, and isnt raised by a tv or any other electronic device. PLaying outside is important, and when speaking to adults, it will be expected to be respectful. And No, I will not be taking Bradyn to see a rated R movie until he is old enough to handle the material...even if it is 18!!

Weird Dreams

So, everyone tells me I will have weird dreams, and I have had a few, but some of the stories people tell me crack me up. This week, I have been totally freaked about preterm labor. See, I know a girl who had the same thing I did...she was 3 weeks ahead of me though. Her bleeding stopped and she went on her way like everything was normal. Anyways, she had her baby girl lst weekend, at 27 weeks 5 days. Her baby girl is 2 pounds 3 ounces, but is breathing on her own, which is awesome. However, since then, I have been freaking out about it. I know the doc said that anytime there is bleeding, you are at risk, but he also made it sound like you are at the same risk as anyone else, as long as the bleeding stopped. But in my head, I know I am soooo close to 28 weeks, so it freaks me out. I am doing everything to make sure that my Brady stays growing in me. I just pray and pray and pray that I go full term with him. I have read so many stories about people with hemotomas going full term with no other problems. Actually, when I look on line, alot of websites say, that the hemotomoa does not cause preterm delivery. So, I am going with that, and trying to trust God, like I have been doing this whole time. I just want this little boy so bad...it is a pray that I have prayed forever...to be a mommy!!

Anyways, so I had this dream this week, that we were in the hospital, and I was OVERDUE!! They were going to induce me, and a HUGE storm came through...thunder, lightning...all of it! I was freaking out because of the storm, and I was scared that Bradyn was going to be scared too when he came out. I remember looking out the window and the palm trees were bending over! Those of you who know me, know how scared I am of storms. So, maybe God gave me this dream to let me know that yes, I will go full term with Bradyn, but that I might have to deliver in a storm...is it worth it...heck yeah it is!!! Bring on a storm...as long as Bradyn is healthy...I dont care if there is thunder and lightning...I can deal with it :)

I have the best husband!!

So, I really havent craved much this pregnancy...honestly, throughout this whole thing, it has been hard for me to eat because when I am worried, I cant eat. But, I have been eat well the last coupld of weeks. Well today for some reason, I got this huge craving for Papa Johns...and I really dont even like Papa Johns. So I mentioned it to my husband, and he surprised me when he came home with parmasean sticks...I was soooooo excited. I was thinking about them all day!!! What a nice surprise.

So, I am having this weird pain...yes I have had is before, but I hadnt had in a while, so it has me worried. It is in my pelvic area...like it is a sharp pain that comes and goes, and it is only on my left side. I know there is round ligament pain, so I am assuming this is it, but I cant help but worry about every little thing. This is my first experience, and so I am sooooo worried about preterm labor...so I am like what is this...any one who has been pregnant feel this pain too? I have no pain in my stomach area or anything, just down low...I have 2 weeks until I am 28 weeks...I pray pray pray that I get to that point...then I can breathe even more after that. Bobs parents are coming in for our next ultrasound, which is July 9. I am excited to see his mom's face...my mom was with us when we found out the hemotoma was gone and that we were having a son. I am so excited to be in the third trimester...I just pray pray pray and pray that Bradyn continues to grow strong and that I go full term!! Thanks to those for the thoughts and prayers!!!

Please say a little pray for Holly and her family. Her grandpa passed away last night.

Wedding Programs and Stuff

So, for our wedding, that was 3 years ago ( yikes) I wanted to save some money, so I decided to make some of my own things. I love art, and I am very crafty, so when I saw some different things for weddings, I decided, hey I can do those too. So, I made our own church programs, and I made these programs for the reception that told the story of us, how Bob proposed, who our bridesmaids and groomsmen were, and a special thank you. There was a lot of cutting involved...and thats why I love my husband...because he is awesome and did the cutting. So, for my friend Josie's wedding, I told her I would make some for her. I am suppose to be a bridemaids in her wedding in two weeks. She is one of the friends i first met when I moved to MIchigan. She is such a sweet girl, and is also a teacher. She lives in Arozonia, and is marrying a super nice guy, who is a PE teacher. They are really good together, and I couldnt be happier for her. I wish I could make it to the wedding, but travling is just not in the picture...we are trying to keep this little guy healthy!!!

So, I am making these programs for her as well. Her wedding is black/bluish green, with pink...so I made hers a little different. Again, there is a lot of cutting, and once again, my awesome husband did it all, without even complaining!!! Today, I am spending the day gluing and adding the final touches. I love the way they turned out.

I would love to do this kind of thing all the time. I wish I had a professional printer...I keep begging for one...I think the whole ( $5000 ) one is out of the question...but maybe if I beg enough!! Ha ha! Anyways, I love creating different things...I make the flyers for our community all the time, and the newsletters for my parents business. I also made some programs for my BFF Holly and Jason's wedding. It is just a lot of fun!!

Brady is kicking a lot today. I love it...he lets me know he is still growing in there. We took his heartbeat last night, and again, he kept kicking whereever bob put the little stick thingy. It was so cute. He really loves his daddy! He really reacts to his voice and touch! I love it. Every morning when Bob leaves for work, he gives me a kiss and puts his hand on my belly...Brady always kicks for a while after that. I love it! I cant wait to watch Bob be a great daddy! This might just be Bob's favorite football season yet!!! Again, thanks for the prayers...I keep praying for no more problems...and a healthy 14 1/2 weeks!! 2 more weeks until 28 weeks...and i can breathe even more after that!