Wednesday, July 8, 2009

My Bed

Since the middle of March, my bed has been our couch...actually a chair and ottoman. First of all, it was easier for me to just stay there instead of in the bedroom, and it helped me not to roll on my stomach and such. Inside my head, I was thinking the bed was a bad place...It seemed when I was in bed, is when I would bleed. I know, I sound like a freak, but it was all in my head. Bob is an awesome husband, and he has slept on the couch as well. What a great guy....I feel bad because he has been doing EVERYTHING since I have been on bed rest. So, I decided it is time. It is time to continue to have Faith, and go back to bed. God is great, and I know that all that other stuff is in my head! So tonight, I will go back into the bedroom and sleep. When I stayed with my parents for a week while Bob was out of town, I did sleep in a bed...so I can do it. I think it has just been like a safe haven for me on the couch. Today, Bobs parents are coming, so I thought it would be a good transition. I know Bob is probably so excited! TOmorrow, we have our 30 week ultrasound. I pray that Bradyn is growing strong and that we are both healthy! I am getting bigger, so I think that is a good thing right? in 10 1/2 weeks, Bradyn will be here healthy and in our arms!!!

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