Weird Dreams

So, everyone tells me I will have weird dreams, and I have had a few, but some of the stories people tell me crack me up. This week, I have been totally freaked about preterm labor. See, I know a girl who had the same thing I did...she was 3 weeks ahead of me though. Her bleeding stopped and she went on her way like everything was normal. Anyways, she had her baby girl lst weekend, at 27 weeks 5 days. Her baby girl is 2 pounds 3 ounces, but is breathing on her own, which is awesome. However, since then, I have been freaking out about it. I know the doc said that anytime there is bleeding, you are at risk, but he also made it sound like you are at the same risk as anyone else, as long as the bleeding stopped. But in my head, I know I am soooo close to 28 weeks, so it freaks me out. I am doing everything to make sure that my Brady stays growing in me. I just pray and pray and pray that I go full term with him. I have read so many stories about people with hemotomas going full term with no other problems. Actually, when I look on line, alot of websites say, that the hemotomoa does not cause preterm delivery. So, I am going with that, and trying to trust God, like I have been doing this whole time. I just want this little boy so bad...it is a pray that I have prayed forever...to be a mommy!!

Anyways, so I had this dream this week, that we were in the hospital, and I was OVERDUE!! They were going to induce me, and a HUGE storm came through...thunder, lightning...all of it! I was freaking out because of the storm, and I was scared that Bradyn was going to be scared too when he came out. I remember looking out the window and the palm trees were bending over! Those of you who know me, know how scared I am of storms. So, maybe God gave me this dream to let me know that yes, I will go full term with Bradyn, but that I might have to deliver in a storm...is it worth it...heck yeah it is!!! Bring on a storm...as long as Bradyn is healthy...I dont care if there is thunder and lightning...I can deal with it :)