Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Here I go again!!

So, I started to bleed more last night. I hate this because it is like a waiting game. I dont know what is going to happen. So many things can happen, and ofcourse they go through my mond day and night. I was so hoping that I was going to be getting the good news on Thursday, and now, I just dont know. I mean maybe we will...maybe this is the last of it all coming out...I can only pray and hope so...This truly is in God's hands at the moment. Why is it so hard to trust the one Person who we have to rely on..the one Person who has given us life, and has a plan for us?? I find my self struggling with this, and I know I need to trust God, and know He has a plan for us. I do think He wants us to be parents. I mean, I have wanted to be a mom since I was about 5. Each day and night, I find myself repeating the same prayer over and over and over again. I thank all the people who have been praying for us...it truly means the world to us.

I want to give a shout out to Holly....thanks for the awesome cookies and for coming and spending time with me. It means a lot. I promise when I am off of thie bed rest and back on my feet, I will be helping you, along with everyone else!!

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